Hi everyone! As you all know we are reading the Poisonwood Bible. In class we took "A Walk" around the campus. During this walk we had to envision oursleves as one of the characters in the book. My group was assigned Nathan. Nathan is the father of Rachel, Leah, ADah, and Ruth May. He also the husband of Orleanna. My interpretation of Nathan's voice goes something like this:
As I stepped out of my car I took in the humongous campus before me. At first it astounded and awed me but then it slowly ate away and intimidated me; until I was nothing but a puddle of mud. This campus reminded me of the towering rainforest back in the Congo. It frightens me, dark memories flash into my mind of the dangers and threats that we encountered there. That dark jungle of everlasting fear and sorrow. I've never spoke these words to my family. For the man of the family is supposed to be strong and fearless. They'll never know the pain I've felt, They'll never know the frustration I've passed, They'll never know the real reason i dragged them to the Congo.
I walked across the road,unto the cool white pavement. I noticed how the plants thrive for the natural sunlight of the island. I breath in the faint and lingering fragrance of the plumeria flowers. I continue walking, walking towards all of the lounging students. They remind me of the animals of the Congo. On a hot and humid day the forest animals would shelter under the plants and maybe walk to the nearest river to take a sip of water. These students remind me of them. Slowly walking, or laying on the ground, exhausted from the monotonous school work and classes.
I walk by them and focus on the purpose of my visit. I strolled onward, not stopping to pay attention to my other surroundings. I walked across a grassy field that was invaded with small children playing soccer. I remember when Rachel and Leah were young. Always running about and playing with eachother. Unfortuately god had other plans for my other daughter. Adah was a mistake. I believe God was trying to send us a message. This message was one of most challenging tests god had set upon me. It was as if he was testing my faith in him, testing my commitment to him and his teachings.
I look ahead and there it is. I finally see my destination. This place is calling out to me. Entranced by it's beauty, I walk up th steps of the chapel. I peer into the never ending depths of the green lilly pond. Colorful Koi swim by in a graceful and fluid motion. These simple fish remind me of all of gods wonderful creations. I sit on the chapel pews and ponder gods purpose for me. I remeber the days in Congo when I tried to spread the word of god to the Congolese people. My efforts were in truth unappreciated. I embraced the people with the forgivness and love that god woud have shown them, but they pushed me away. Yelling and taunting at my family. Thankfully all of that is in the past and now I can start a new in a different place.